Dilemma

I was offered an internship. It is a little of a dream project actually. But, it is on the East Coast for the entire summer. I want to be here in Iowa City instead. I want to enjoy the Midwest summer with Greg, I want to spend time with my sister, I want to just reconnect with what is important. I feel too old to be uprooting myself for 8 weeks for an internship. But it is a great opportunity... I asked if I could do some of the work from here. Thus, only requiring me to be gone for part of the time ... now, I just wait and see what the Universe has in store.